I just looked at my last blog piece. Gosh!! It has been really long since I penned down anything here except a few chats on gmail.

These days I do not feel like reading or writing at all (much to my dismay). A few things have taken temporary hold of my mind and refuse to budge. Well this is not new to me. I have always been like this with my endless mood swings – one moment happy and giving, the other peevish and closed. And then there are some other thoughts too which have graciously entered into the domain – all crap. My idiosyncrasies are adding an unnecessary burden making me digress from the norm (Ha! As if I have ever cared much about norms). I am turning into a selfish, self centered melancholic. I hate it.

No morning is fresh no night is calm, dance is the only balm. Sigh!!!

I am watching. Sometimes it is best to observe when inertia takes over.